CNY is just two days away. Yet I have not been able to convince myself with my resolutions.
Something fantasy first:
1)Win a jackpot in the Casino on my holiday cruise trip
2)Win the ANGBAO draw for TOTO
3)Trouble-free
Something more realistic:
1)Continue to have fighting spirit in my life
2)Always be energised, ready to strike
3)Perfectionist always
4)Excel in my work and studies
5)GPA of 4 and above during my first year of NTU
6)Full pledge OHC cleared, not only for manning
7)IDO catted within Feb for March DOC duties
8)Never ever suffer a pay cut for lowly LTA1
9)Able to move on from previous loved ones
10)A wife that complement my life :p
Friday, January 23, 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Contentment
I wonder where humans are so superficial and hypocrite.
I seldom see people having a character that really has values well imbued in them.
Moral and ethics do not seems to stand in this present world.
Maybe it is right to have all kinds of natural disaster, ultimately turning the world into a dead earth, maybe having the God to re-create nature, allows them to learn all their values and morals once again.
God, allows them to atone their own sins.
I always believe that one control their own fate. Fate brings opportunity upon you, and you grabbing that opportunity to control them, with righteous mind, for sure.
Path is just a way or a route that does not brings along feelings. It is your own feelings that decide which path for you to take, rather than, you are being forced to walk on them.
However, some says they wanted this and that, or sometimes they do not mind those.
In the end, they have to betray each other to get what they really want.
Is there anymore values left behind?
I believe if you really do want to control your streaming results, then do voice out. Do not keep saying you are anything and do not mind this and that. Utimately, you are lying to others and yourself, for not having any values.
Saying "anything" right at the start means you do not have any rights to fight after the results are out. Blame it on yourself. You brought this upon yourself.
Just to divert back to my topic. Contentment.
I have always been a perfectionist. I do not allow any mistake in certain things.
Maybe the word 'certain' should not categorise me as perfectionist anymore.
However, in certain things, I am definitely one.
I believe you cannot be contented, because once you are. You will never improve!
Well, this is just my share.
I seldom see people having a character that really has values well imbued in them.
Moral and ethics do not seems to stand in this present world.
Maybe it is right to have all kinds of natural disaster, ultimately turning the world into a dead earth, maybe having the God to re-create nature, allows them to learn all their values and morals once again.
God, allows them to atone their own sins.
I always believe that one control their own fate. Fate brings opportunity upon you, and you grabbing that opportunity to control them, with righteous mind, for sure.
Path is just a way or a route that does not brings along feelings. It is your own feelings that decide which path for you to take, rather than, you are being forced to walk on them.
However, some says they wanted this and that, or sometimes they do not mind those.
In the end, they have to betray each other to get what they really want.
Is there anymore values left behind?
I believe if you really do want to control your streaming results, then do voice out. Do not keep saying you are anything and do not mind this and that. Utimately, you are lying to others and yourself, for not having any values.
Saying "anything" right at the start means you do not have any rights to fight after the results are out. Blame it on yourself. You brought this upon yourself.
Just to divert back to my topic. Contentment.
I have always been a perfectionist. I do not allow any mistake in certain things.
Maybe the word 'certain' should not categorise me as perfectionist anymore.
However, in certain things, I am definitely one.
I believe you cannot be contented, because once you are. You will never improve!
Well, this is just my share.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
The Reason
Why don't I change the name of my blog?
A lot of people must be asking. The reason behind it is, I do not find a need.
I believe many things can be left behind. But, some thing is good if we just leave it as it is.
Many days, months, years have passed since I last blogged.
Today, I spoke to someone. She mention, "you only have one life, stay positive ok?"
I think this really strucks me a lot.
Stop slacking.
Halt being lazy.
Cease in my sluggish and lethargic mode.
Suspend my gaming and tv time.
Pull up my socks.
Christmas is coming. Season of giving.
And a Happy New Year too, I hope.
Time-table for rayduin needs to be out.
A routine lifestyle, stops a person being lazy.
A pact to myself. I have to do it.
No more reasons, or even better.
NO MORE EXCUSES!
A lot of people must be asking. The reason behind it is, I do not find a need.
I believe many things can be left behind. But, some thing is good if we just leave it as it is.
Many days, months, years have passed since I last blogged.
Today, I spoke to someone. She mention, "you only have one life, stay positive ok?"
I think this really strucks me a lot.
Stop slacking.
Halt being lazy.
Cease in my sluggish and lethargic mode.
Suspend my gaming and tv time.
Pull up my socks.
Christmas is coming. Season of giving.
And a Happy New Year too, I hope.
Time-table for rayduin needs to be out.
A routine lifestyle, stops a person being lazy.
A pact to myself. I have to do it.
No more reasons, or even better.
NO MORE EXCUSES!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
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